NERVES!!!

so on saturday i did one of the scariest things i have ever done in my entire life.
i auditioned for a dance team at snow college.
doesn't sound too bad right? wrong. it was terrifying. especially for me. i have never been one
to really have alot of self-confidence. i would hardly ever do something if i didn't already think i could
succeed at it. i went into this completely blind and had no idea what to expect. old caitlin would have never
done such a thing. but new caitlin, the one who is striving and struggling to be better and feel better, did.
i faced my fear. and whether i get in now or not, it almost doesn't matter. (although i would love to get in!)
i feel one hundred percent happy about what i did and how it turned out. i made it to final cuts.
and now i just have to wait. so, i feel like i have the right to use my blog as a sort of bragging place for myself. (:
ahhhahaha but now i have to wait. wait for t hem to let me know the final results.

have i mentioned how much i HATE waiting?
hahahahahaha(: