Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed 11/14.
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed 11/15.
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened. completed 11/16
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory. completed 11/17.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing. completed 11/18.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do.

day No. 5
3 things you regret doing or not doing.

why is the answer to this question so hard?
oh yeah i remember, i try to forget about these things.
completely delete them. but i'll search my brain.

never forgiving myself
i have spent so much time in my life always blaming myself for all of the bad things that have happened to me. I looked at everything as a punishment, and whenever something went wrong i just knew it was all because of me. whenever i messed up, i blamed myself. whenever somebody else messed up, i blamed myself. when all along i should have put more faith in the lord and just realized that everything happens for a reason. it would've spared me alot of heartache.

not putting my family first until recently
i spent alot of time through junior high thinking i was way tooo cool for my family. i put so much time and effort into my friends, and not a one of them have stuck with me through today. but my family has always been there. i will forver regret all of those fights my with mom, my sisters, and my brother. i love my family. and i am so grateful for all that they give me each and every day.

being too afraid to tell people how i really feel
wow, do i wish i could've learned this lesson sooner. sometimes it is better to speak out. letting people know that you care, and that you really do love them is the best gift you could ever give to someone. i regret not doing that to every significant person that's crossed my path. never hold back, and just tell em how you feel. you never know what the outcome may turn out to be.