Day One: Your favorite quotes. completed 11/14.
Day Two: A letter to your best friend. completed 11/15.
Day Three: Describe your first kiss, where you were, who saw and how you felt when it happened. completed 11/16
Day Four: Tell the story of your favorite memory. completed 11/17.
Day Five: Three things that you’ve done in your life that you regret doing / not doing. completed 11/18.
Day Six: Three things that you wish you could do right now. completed 11/21.
Day Seven: Your favorite TV show, movie, song and book. completed 11/22.
Day Eight: Write a letter to someone that you’ve drifted away from and now miss. completed 11/24.
Day Nine: Five items you’d grab in a fire. completed 11/28.
Day Ten: The hardest thing you’ve ever had to do. completed 11/29.

day No 10.
the hardest thing you've ever had to do.

uggh. why do they ask such ridiculous questions? how is one supposed to answer that question without writing something that's as long as Websters or Dex? i'll try really hard to shrink this down for my readers;
one of the hardest things i've probably ever had to do is walk away from my best friends because i knew that they weren't good for me. see, i'm the type of girl who needs people around, being on my own scares me. but these particular people were pulling me down and dragging me down a path i should have never been down. it's not that they were bad people, just not the right match for me. and i knew it, but it was this inner battle with myself that i fought for a really long time. finally one day i ended up disagreeing with them which led to huge amounts of drama. (it's a girl thing) i was devastated that at the fact that they could just do that to me without putting any further thought into the issue. but it truly was a blessing in disguise. even when they came to apologize, and i so badly wanted to just go back to the normal with them, i knew i could not. i seperated from them and went my way. i traveled a lonely path for quite awhile and had to find inner peace with myself. walking away was truely so so hard for me, but i'm glad i learned that lesson when i did. and i can now appreciate the blessings that i gained from that particular experience.

i am so thankeful for the little trials in life, that teach me lifelong lessons.

ten day blog entry; complete.