sometimes i wish i could help those old friends i care about so much.

sometimes i wish they would still confide in me.

i always wish i hadn't caused them so much pain at one time.

i wish i could help them the way i used to.

and be there the way i used to.

i kind of miss being his best friend.

i wish he didn't seem so far away.

he has so much potential.

i only hope he still remembers that.

*sigh*

there are alot of things i regret and alot of people i should not have let go.

as it is though, my life is on a better track.

it is sad to look back sometimes though and see all those people who used to be your whole world,

slowly slip out of your hands.

i dunno. maybe it's just me.

i love what i have right now, more than anything.

i wouldn't trade it for the world.

but, i still wish there was more i could do.

and i know there was more i could have done.

yet, here i am. waiting. and always there for a friend if they ever need to talk.

always.

merry christmas eve everybody. (: